Thoughts vol. 3

In this list I want to expose the situation I'm afraid we are in but believe is more accurate than the one society thinks.

The risk of the eurpean union is increasing. This is based on the fact that Germany, traditionally the strongest economy in the EU. Have not growth if we take the index from 2008. This means that in almost 15 years people is on the same level of income but the cost of living is increasing.

The biggest opportunity for the EU at this moment is to strongly invest in AI development which could lead to fix the economic problem. But laws have been set blocking this development.

Another problem is the demographic problem. Here are two factors that I dislike, there are no replacement for the new generation and we live in a wellbeen state where people have to mantain the elderly by tax money. My generation won't be able to do it and this will lead to a collapse of the system in the near future.

The actions taken won't be enough to fix the problem and it's already too late for them to fix. To long to explain here and I'm just stupid to explain it and it's useless to do it if I want to keep track of my thoughts.

On the other hand the united states is also in a bad situation. but its a less bad situation and has the technology that will allow them to have a sustainable economy yearly growth for the next 3 years. After that I believe that a recession could happen but if not the growth will be fake but can be sustained for a long time.

This macro and very badly explained situation leads me to the conclusion that the best thing to do is to move to the united states.

Thoughts vol. 3

I'm scared that the EU could get worse and the block me from leaving the country.

The only option that I have in my situation to get into the us is with an O1 visa. It's very difficult to get it but I must have to create a personal brand strong enought to support the application.

I started english pronunciation lessons and I belive that mastering the american accent will be a crucial decition.

I have strongly think about suicide. I will never do it in normal situations, I'm extremely capable of doing anything and the only reason of suicide is if my dictator force me or my family to do something. I'm not a slave and I will free as many as I can.

My performance peak was rounded by very negative unbalance that lead me to a depresion when the system failed. I have to repeate the same process as is the most efficient way I have worked and the solution must be implemeted inmediately. I'm happy this time it has a clear end. Which hopefully will mean the start of my real life.

I haven't start to live my life. I learned and changed many times my opinion and goals but currently I belive that my first real goal (something really meaningful) was to find stability. This lead me to a position where I could get calm which made me lose 9 months of progress. Now I'm ready to keep progressing.

I was naive. I thought that I was smart but I was wrong. My biggest fear was that my system fail, but I failed the system. This is the smartest thing I have done. I understood that consistency lead me to making my system work and if my system work it let me progress on any goal set.

I will build my personal brand and leverage my current situation to benefit the company I work for. Content will is something only ~20 can lead in CT and I want to be the best and develop meta strategies to the companies I work for.

I dont have a traditional education which lacks structure and the comunication methods used. I will need to learn those methods to be able to showcase the strategy points I have.

I will fight in a hard situation for anybody but this will lead into making sure I will be able to keep my family safe and be able to create my own family before I'm 30.